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Name: mindy
Country: United States
State: Massachusetts
Birthday: 10/30/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: I'm a communications major with a film emphasis...movies, music, art (in all forms), killing my hair, arguing, sleeping, fighting with my roommate (in the loving sorta way), reading, eating, hugs, guys, kissing, orange, ska, 2-tone, and cartoons.
Expertise: basically, im a christian hardcore ghetto-gangsta punk rawk rude girl or in other words, totally and completely well-rounded
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  LoSeRgUrL321
Member Since:
11/11/2003
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| Whisper Light- 10/15/2008
Pale blue
casts down
making black green
and green gray.
Sky dark
Ground bright
dead of night,
clear as day.
Beyond the threshold
moonlit freedom is relinquished.
Beyond the darkness
is darker still.
Walls filled with love
and yet, with lies.
Perpetual night indoors,
longing for the moonlight.
Cast your light on me.
It carries no warmth
but comfort instead.
Day breaks and
you're replaced by
your brother sun:
The better for me by far.
Indeed, the one I love
for warmth and illumination
which casts out all my shadows.
And yet, I long also for your calm light
the smells you spark
the shadows which protect me
And the pale blue that embraces me.
Moon.
~M.L.E.
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| Once upon a time, I'm a huge dork that worries too much.
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| There's blood in my mouth 'cause I've been biting my tongue all week
I keep on talkin' trash but I never say anything
And the talkin' leads to touchin'
and the touchin' leads to sex
and then there is no mystery left
And It's bad news
Baby I'm bad news
I'm just bad news, bad news, bad news
I know I'm alone if I'm with or without you
but just bein' around you offers me another form of relief
When the loneliness leads to bad dreams
and the bad dreams lead me to callin' you
and I call you and say "C'MERE!"
And it's bad news
Baby I'm bad news
I'm just bad news, bad news, bad news
And it's bad news
Baby it's bad news
It's just bad news, bad news, bad news
'Cause you're just damage control
for a walking corpse like me - like you
'Cause we'll all be
Portions for foxes
Yeah we'll all be
Portions for foxes
There's a pretty young thing in front of you
and she's real pretty and she's real into you
and then she's sleepin' inside of you
and the talkin' leads to touchin'
then touchin' leads to sex
and then there is no mystery left
And it's bad news
I don't blame you
I do the same thing
I get lonely too
And you're bad news
My friends tell me to leave you
That you're bad news, bad news, bad news
That you're bad news
Baby you're bad news
and you're bad news
Baby you're bad news
and you're bad news
I don't care I like you
and you're bad news
I don't care I like you
I like you
~Rilo Kiley
***I really have to learn to keep my fantasies in my mind***
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| Yesterday, I spent 2 hours working furiously on homework for a class I found out was canceled 20 minutes before the start of class... And then I had to work, when I thought I had the rest of the day off... and then we had a "fight" about alcoholism...and then I got ditched, which really, is not the biggest deal in the world, but still hurts like middle school... Then this morning... I woke up about 2 hours before I had to... and got locked out of the apartment while I was doing my laundry... I called... I knocked... nothing. And I felt so brutally alone. But then just now, I looked out the window and saw 2 birds collecting sticks and building a nest inside a lamp post. They were working so hard... but they were doing it together... and I know that God was the one who drew my attention there. He was telling me that its tough right now, and it seems endless, but eventually my nest will be done... and more importantly, no matter how alone I feel, I've still got God inspiring me to build my nest, and Drew right there beside me, helping me in every way he knows how. And even though I'm scared about my presentation today, this experience just completely revamped my day... and probably my next few months.
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| Hey, I'm sorry, I was under the impression that we were adults... my bad... *eyes roll*
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